Bones.

I will get in trouble for even considering this but i’ve something to admit, it’s not the end for me. You are still all i think about and deep in my mind i wish for the world that things didn’t have to be like this. I would take it all back where we first started and where our story began. Things just don’t feel right without you in my life like it became an empty place. I’d just wish you’d come home back to how things used to be. I just want to wake up from this horrible dream in a sweat and open my eyes and clentch onto you while you sleep while i rest my head onto your chest so i can listen to your heartbeat just one more time. 

Russell, things just haven’t been the same since you’ve gone. I miss you.