Bones.

I’ve been single for a year and six months & still going strong. :D

I am actually really proud of myself.

It is very surprising due to the fact after any serious relationship i had the tendency to latch onto some loser and drain him from his sanity and eat him up alive like he’s a delicacy.

No, not this time! 

I think i am going to keep it this way for a while now. I’m a lot happier, less stress and I have given myself the appropriate time to heal. I am over the habit of settling with just anyone because of the fear of being alone. After my last experience, i’ve came to the conclusion that you’re better off alone. There are so many mistakes i’ve made over a man. Instead of thinking what is important to me and a future, i was so blind into paving a world centered around a jackass. Once day, hopefully i will find a man that will treat me right, equally share the roles in the relationship, have the traits of honesty, respect and able to stay faithful. I know that i am not perfect at times with my temper and mood swings but at least he will be as patient with me as i go through my mental episodes. I could go down the list of million of things i would expect, though, i need to stop creating this image of Tom in someone else. I’m sorry to all that i have done that to, it’s just when you come close to perfect with someone you cannot help but to hope someone new would be able to fill those big shoes.

For now, i will keep sharing my heart with my friends in family that matter. They’ve been my support system improving my way of life. Not sure what i would do without them! I’m blessed for damn sure. Until then, my self centered ass is focused on my A+ abilities at work and kicking ass throughout college. There isn’t any room for games anymore.(:

FOREVER ALONE FTW!